Obviously Blunt

I say things that should be said, things people are thinking. Words unspoken, letters unsent. This is my life and I'll be blunt about it.

I wish

I wish you knew what you still do to me
I wish you felt the way I did when I saw you walk into the room
I wish you you looked for me in a crowded room like I look for you
I wish I was yours again

Most of all…
I wish I wasn’t stuck between two guys.
I wish I knew who I was really talking about.

Real

cassia-grace20:

I have never been afraid of being rejected.  
The effect you have on me is unbelievable.

I usually go after what I want, but I’m taking this more seriously than ever and using as much caution as possible.  I’m not one to be afraid when it comes to guys, so you know it’s real.

(Source: gracefully-wild)

When I was younger thinking about spending the rest of my life and marrying that boy was just a dream, something that put a smile on my face. Something I would fantasize about and that would put me to sleep at night. Now I’m older and thinking about spending the rest of my life with that man is something I actually have to consider and think about. That boy became a man but one thing stayed the same, my love for him.

When I was younger thinking about spending the rest of my life and marrying that boy was just a dream, something that put a smile on my face. Something I would fantasize about and that would put me to sleep at night.

Now I’m older and thinking about spending the rest of my life with that man is something I actually have to consider and think about.

That boy became a man but one thing stayed the same, my love for him.

What do you want!?

He yelled “What do you want!?”
The question wasn’t directed at me but everything in my head suddenly cleared but and all it took was HIM yelling those words for me to finally realize, to finally step away from all the confusion and confess.
You.
I want you.

Not too late

Me and you are still recovering but this isn’t how it should end it’s how it should begin.
I know we said a lot of things we probably didn’t mean but it’s not too late to take back.

& that’s how it’s done.

What was the best part of my day?
My bravery
My random urge to fix things
My hope
My positive attitude
Me being the bigger person
That phone call
all of those little things added up to this at the end of the day
I got my best friend back.

All I can do here is wait
Just wait, I’ll hurry up and wait

—Hurry Up and Wait by Making April

Go back

Can we go back to where we were before
I dropped my heart on your floor
Cause it was easiest to hide it all away
And never say what we were thinking

I know we can’t be over, I can see it in your eyes.

—Perfect by Hedley

Date after date

He broke her heart but she won’t let it show, she continues to go on date after date with hope that he regrets his decision and becomes jealous.
But this isn’t a movie, so she goes on date after date hoping that one of these guys will fix what’s broken.
Date after date she comes home, cries herself to sleep and hopes for the best tomorrow.